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I think I was born for this impending revolution.
For a long time, growing up, I always felt like I was born in the wrong time.
But now I know that my time just had yet to come. I always seemed to have
vastly different values than most people around me - valuing integrity, loyalty,
freedom and self-reliance above money, greed, possessions and parties. I
have never been afraid of hard work and manual labor, but have distrust for
machines, technology and authority. Cultures and people that have a strong
warrior tradition and live bound to nature - not reliant on technology -
have always held great interest for me. My favorite stories were always the
ones with characters who were just "normal" until a disaster, war, or a traumatic
event happened in their lives and they had to make the decision to turn their
back on what their life used to be, and survive by taking a risk to become
who they were always meant to be. I have always had a sense that our current
lifestyle was just a
glimmer in the sands of time and
that in my lifetime I would see real struggle and not only survive the battle,
but later, thrive. I do have a soft side too - a side that loves stability,
being at home and tending the hearth and family. I have often struggled with
my dual nature throughout my life - the rebel and the nurturer and the desire
to bring them in sync, trying to understand to what end that I have both
qualities.
Then Sarah Connor came to me in a dream. She told me about the war with the
machines, about Terminators, about her
own
story from waitress to warrior, from mother to modern Valkyrie and that I
needed to be ready to go through a similar transformation. That women all
over the world were going to have to make a choice soon - to get ready or
to be swallowed by the flames. She explained that true freedom sometimes
has a price and that being a warrior is not being a killer or monster, it
is having the courage to fight for what is right when others cannot. That
sure, it is nice to be the nurturer and care-giver, but that sometimes that
means fighting before you have the freedom to be at peace. I was advised
to begin learning the skills necessary for taking care of myself and my family
- survival skills, toughening up, building a stronghold, stockpiling food
and weapons and learning to use them. A lot of this felt strange at first,
surreal. But this dream happened again and again over a period of months
- each time becoming more intense, realistic and urgent. I knew I had to
start taking some action.
I
thought long and hard about these dreams, what they meant to me and what
I would need to do in order to be ready for the day that Sarah's prophecy
unfolded.I started by getting my body and mind strong, as well as learning
practical skills, by taking up archery and learning to use various kinds
of firearms from shotguns, to rifles and handguns. I happen to be a really
good shot, which gives me the courage and conviction to keep going. I have
also started doing a routine of running, calisthenics, weight lifting and
martial arts - combat hapkido as well as taking classes on tactical training.
I am planning to take classes on survival and wilderness skills. My husband
and I are also looking for land in an undisclosed location to get it ready
to be able to care for ourselves and our family. We are learning about
homesteading and sustainability, so that we can be as self sufficient as
possible when the Terminators do eventually come.

      
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